Mini-Review: Beauty Queens by Libba Bray

Hey there, friends!
It has finally cooled down a bit and I am no longer full-on boiling in my apartment. How are you all surviving the heat?
Let’s get reviewing! :)

 

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Title: Beauty Queens
Author: Libba Bray
Release Date: May 24th 2011
Publisher: Scholastic Press
ISBN: 9780439895972
Number of Pages: 396

 

Summary
The 50 contestants in the Miss Teen Dream pageant thought this was going to be a fun trip to the beach, where they could parade in their state-appropriate costumes and compete in front of the cameras.
But sadly, their airplane had another idea, crashing on a desert island and leaving the survivors stranded with little food, little water, and practically no eyeliner.
What’s a beauty queen to do? Continue to practice for the talent portion of the program – or wrestle snakes to the ground? Get a perfect tan – or learn to run wild? And what should happen when the sexy pirates show up?
Welcome to the heart of non-exfoliated darkness.

 

My Opinion

“They’re a bunch of girls. How dangerous can they be?”

This book just casually blew my mind.
At the beginning, it took me a bit to get into it because I wasn’t really sure where to place it, but as soon as we got to the first “commercial break”, I was absolutely hooked.
I guess Beauty Queens is not exactly your usual YA novel in which you can lose yourself for a while; one of the main pillars of this book is its scathing social commentary & criticism. I found this to be an extremely brave & smart book to write! It unravels and ridicules beliefs and beauty standards that have been so deeply ingrained in our society that no one really questions them anymore: It addresses femininity and society’s gender expectations for women especially, but also deals a lot with transphobia, racism, capitalism, and just so much more.

The heart of this book, though, is definitely the group of girls, and their slowly budding camaraderie and friendship. I honestly came to love every single one of them so much, even characters I couldn’t really stand at the beginning, like Tiara or Taylor. Each of them had value and such a complex personality and background, and a lot of growth over the course of this book. Bray managed to turn stereotypes on their heads & did something that I especially enjoyed: She showed that being a bit of a stereotype isn’t necessarily a bad thing.

Also, please, do yourself a favour and listen to the audio version of this book! Libba Bray does an absolutely stellar job at narrating her story – be it intonation, the accents (I loved Bray’s southern drawl and Valley girl imitation), or the hilariously terrifying commercial breaks.

Favourite Quotes:

“There was something about the island that made the girls forget who they had been. All those rules and shalt nots. They were no longer waiting for some arbitrary grade. They were no longer performing. Waiting. Hoping.
They were becoming.
They were.”


“I love you for who you are, not who the world thinks you should be.”


“Why do girls always fells like they have to apologize for giving an opinion or taking up space in the world? Have you ever noticed that?” Nicole asked. “You go on websites and some girl leaves a post and if it’s longer than three sentences or she’s expressing her thoughts about some topic, she usually ends with, ‘Sorry for the rant’ or ‘That may be dumb, but that’s what I think.’

My Rating
5
out of 5 stars

Solitaire by Alice Oseman

Hey there, guys!
I hope you’re having a good weekend & without further ado, let’s get reviewing!


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Title: Solitaire
Author: Alice Oseman
Release Date: July 31th 2014
Publisher: Harper Collins Children’s Books UK
ISBN: 9780007559220
Number of Pages: 392


Summary
In case you’re wondering, this is not a love story.

My name is Tori Spring. I like to sleep and I like to blog. Last year – before all that stuff with Charlie and before I had to face the harsh realities of A-Levels and university applications and the fact that one day I really will have to start talking to people – I had friends. Things were very different, I guess, but that’s all over now.
Now there’s Solitaire. And Michael Holden.
I don’t know what Solitaire are trying to do, and I don’t care about Michael Holden.
I really don’t.


My Opinion

“All I know is that I’m here. And I’m alive. And I’m not alone.”

Over the years since I started book blogging, I have come across a lot of reviews for Solitaire. The fact that many of them were rather mixed or negative put me off picking it up for a long time. But after reading and absolutely loving Oseman’s second novel, Radio Silence, I changed my mind and decided to give Solitaire a try. Unfortunately, however, the reviews proved to be true.

Solitaire is very clearly a debut novel. It’s a little bit all over the place with no clear sense of pacing or plot. Especially the whole prankster/Solitaire plot line just seemed so random and I felt it very difficult so be invested in its resolution. In general, I struggled a lot with getting into the story and not regarding it as a chore.

But a weak plot alone doesn’t necessarily always mean a book is bad. Actually, I usually even prefer books that focus more on characters and their development than on presenting the perfect plot. However, Oseman didn’t really deliver on that end either. I disliked Tori Spring, the novel’s protagonist, immensely. While I understand that not every character, especially if they’re a teenager, has to be likeable, I just couldn’t help but get annoyed by Tori’s attitude. I found her incredibly bratty, entitled, and self-absorbed. Especially the way she treated her mum infuriated me. There’s an instance where Tori gets genuinely really angry with her mum for not ironing her skirt. It’s not like Tori, a sixteen-year-old with two perfectly functioning hands, could do it herself, could she? But from Tori’s point of view, this is just more proof that her mum is pretty much the world’s worst mum, and I just couldn’t deal with that entitled and narcissistic attitude.

Solitaire has been deemed by many as taking itself too seriously, as melodramatic and as self-important, and I cannot but wholeheartedly agree with that assessment. And how can you not with statements like these?

“I feel like I might be the only person with a consciousness, like a video-game protagonist, and the rest are computer-generated extras who have only a few select few actions, such as ‘initiate meaningless conversation’ and ‘hug'”.

Like, thinking you’re the only person with complex emotions or a “consciousness” and every one else is an “extra” in life is a pretty shitty attitude to have and unfortunately it reflects in Tori’s interactions with just about every single person she meets.

The only thing I really enjoyed was Charlie and Nick. Though then again, I already knew and loved them from Oseman’s comic Heartstopper. So that can’t exactly be accredited to Solitaire either.

So in sum, Solitaire definitely wasn’t for me. I’m really happy to see, however, how much Alice Oseman has grown as a writer in Radio Silence and I will definitely give her newest release, I Was Born For This, a try.


Rating

1.5 out of 5 stars

 

Mini-Review: Into the Wild Nerd Yonder by Julie Halpern

Hey there, guys!

I’m really sorry about the long absence. A lot was going on in the last few months and I just didn’t have the time/energy/motivation to work on my blog – and this is supposed to be a fun hobby and not a chore after all. :) But things are looking up a bit at the moment, so hopefully I’ll manage to at least somewhat catch up on my reviews and wrap-ups! Hope you’ve been doing well & without further ado, let’s get reviewing!

 

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Title: Into the Wild Nerd Yonder
Author: Julie Halpern
Release Date: September 29th 2009
Publisher: Feiwel & Friends
ISBN: 9780312382520
Number of Pages: 245

Summary
It’s Jessie’s sophomore year of high school. A self-professed “mathelete,” she isn’t sure where she belongs. Her two best friends have transformed themselves into punks and one of them is going after her longtime crush. Her beloved older brother will soon leave for college (and in the meantime has shaved his mohawk and started dating . . . the prom princess!) . . .
Things are changing fast. Jessie needs new friends. And her quest is a hilarious tour through high-school clique-dom, with a surprising stop along the way—the Dungeons and Dragons crowd, who out-nerd everyone. Will hanging out with them make her a nerd, too? And could she really be crushing on a guy with too-short pants and too-white gym shoes?
If you go into the wild nerd yonder, can you ever come back?

 

My Opinion

“I so used to love the first day of school. Ever  since my mom let me pick out my first pair of first-day-of-school navy Mary Janes  with the flower pattern puckered into the top, I knew I’d like the newness, yet revel  in the sameness that the first day of school always brings. New pens I’ll lose after  first period, new schedules with the promise of a cool new teacher or intriguing  new exchange student, and new classes to ace.”

This book is really difficult to rate.

Into the Wild Nerd Yonder has always held a very special place in my heart as it was the first book I ever read in English & made me fall in love with the language. Back then I related a lot to the protagonist Jessie and her friendship struggles and basically began copying her for the next year. I was suddenly really into audio books, taught myself how to sew skirts, and really wanted to try DnD.

But after rereading it now, I’ve become disillusioned with the book and had to realize some ugly truths. There is no proper pacing or story structure, the characters are cardboard cut-outs for the most part, and Jessie’s friends are basically designed to be unlikeable. Everything they do is supposed to outrage the reader and make Jessie appear as better and more likeable in turn. But honestly, Jessie’s actually a pretty shitty person, too. She comes across as incredibly bitter, stuck-up, and more than a little stupid (why would she think people in Denmark wear Renaissance dresses as regular outfits??). On top of that she is the main source of slutshaming in this book (what the hell even was up with the entire ‘being sexually active = deserving to get an STD’ plot point?!). Jessie’s constant ‘holier-than-thou’ attitude became incredibly annoying really quickly.

The one redeeming aspect of this entire book is Bennett, Jessie’s older brother. He’s an incredibly kind, caring, and self-confident person and while he has his faults too, he is really willing to do anything for his little sister.

“Yeah, I used to like the first day of school. Until my best friends decided to turn  punk.”

 

Rating
2 out of 5 stars

Quarterly Wrap-Up #2 [April – June 2018]

Hey there! Long time no see! :)

As already explained in my previous blog post, life has become a little hectic in the last few months. A lot has happened and a lot more is bound to happen (I still can’t believe that my year abroad in England has finally become reality! It has been a dream of mine since what? seventh? eighth grade? and it has finally come true!)
Anyhow, let’s get started! I’m a lot little behind with everything, so for now, have fun with my Quarterly Wrap-Up from April to June!

April 2nd: The Fifth Season by N.K. Jemisin (The Broken Earth #1)
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There’s a reason Jemisin has now won the Hugo Award for Best Novel three years in a row – and that each time with a new installment of the Broken Earth trilogy. Jemisin’s writing is brilliant and so unique (I loved that in one of the three POVs the narrator is actually unknown and constantly addresses the main character as ‘you’ – such a daring decision but it just works) and her story telling is intricate and full of twists & turns. I know there are still a few months left of 2018 but I’m quite confident when I say that this. is. it. The Fifth Season is and will be my absolute favourite read of the year.
My Rating: 5 out of 5 stars

Thank you, Lady Gaga, for putting my emotions into words:
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April 4th: The Dark Days Club by Alison Goodman (The Dark Days Club #1)
15993203I find it really difficult to put my feelings about this book into words. The Dark Days Club was by no means a bad book – I gave it a solid three stars on goodreads. There’s just…not much for me to say either way. There was nothing that really stood out to me, good or bad, and by now I hardly remember a thing that happened in the story. The fact that it takes place during the 19th century and features a girl getting mixed up in some strange and dangerous business reminded me a lot of books like These Shallow Graves and Stalking Jack The Ripper. And I’m sorry to say that, in comparison, The Dark Days Club pales besides them.
My Rating: 3 out of 5 stars

April 8th: The Cruel Prince by Holly Black (The Folk of the Air #1)
26032825What an emotional roller coaster!! This was like the book version of one of those rides that take you to the highest point reeeally slowly and suddenly you reach the tipping point and all hell breaks loose. It had a really slow start which made me question why everybody was hyping it up so much. Like, I was definitely enjoying it but I didn’t love it. But then things suddenly went bad and took a turn for the worse and Jude really Did That, huh?! I absolutely adored how dark and cruel Black painted the world of the fairies – and what she did to Jude’s character? I am in awe. Honestly, the meaner she got, the more I liked her.
My Rating: 5 out of 5 stars

 

April 12th: Hope without Optimism by Terry Eagleton
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The first of several books I have read for my class on the ‘Politics of Hope’ in the United States, though this was the only one that was an obligatory read. In retrospect (and after having discussed it thoroughly in class), I can say that Eagleton’s thoughts on hope and its relationship with faith, despair and reason are quite interesting! However, while reading it for the first time, I was absolutely and utterly lost. On my own, I could hardly follow Eagleton’s thought process and found many explanations way too abstract and convoluted.
My Rating: 2 out of 5 stars

 

April 14th: A Court of Thorns and Roses by Sarah J. Maas (A Court of Thorns and Roses #1)
16096824If you have been following me for a while, you might be surprised to see yet another book by Sarah J. Maas on this list. I’ve expressed my dislike for her Throne of Glass series over and over in previous reviews. To sum it up: I believe that her books are too white, too straight, full of toxic hyper-masculinity, way too sexual to be considered Young Adult, and her characterizations are extremely unstable. Is ACOTAR different then? Well, no. (I just wanted to finally get another unread book off my shelf.) It was pretty much the exact same as Throne of Glass, except that I found the protagonist, Feyre, to be much more likeable than Aelin. Honestly, at this point Aelin is like three deus ex machinas stacked on top of each other wearing a trenchcoat, it’s not even funny.
My Rating: 2 out of 5 stars

 

April 19th: A Quiet Kind of Thunder by Sara Barnard
30197201After the (though somewhat expected) disappointment of ACOTAR, my reading luck picked up again when a friend let me borrow her copy of A Quiet Kind of Thunder! :) It recounts the love story of Steffi, a selective mute, and the new student Rhys, who is deaf. It was such a cute and heartfelt romance – and just look at that stunner of a cover! I absolutely love that everything from children’s books over middle grade and Young Adult is finally becoming as diverse as our reality is! Representation matters so much, and so does learning about the experiences of others! :) I also really liked that they decided to go the extra mile and depicted the chapter numbers with sign language symbols!
My Rating: 4 out of 5 stars


April 21st: Down among the Sticks and Bones by Seanan McGuire (Wayward Children #2)
31450908I’m pretty sure I have already praised McGuire’s writing to the skies in my review of Every Heart A Doorway but I cannot say it enough: Seanan McGuire has a talent. The way she manages to craft such an eerie and haunting atmosphere and complex characters on less than 200 pages is an absolutely brilliant feat. Down Among The Sticks And Bones tells the story of Jack and Jill before Nancy meets them in Every Heart A Doorway, which is the first installment in the Wayward Children series. There is always more to McGuire’s books than you first expect and I found this book to be an excellent commentary on gender roles and the ways they are imposed on children.
My Rating: 5 out of 5 stars

 

April 22nd: Every Heart a Doorway by Seanan McGuire (Wayward Children #1)
25526296After finishing Down among the Sticks and Bones and learning more about Jack and Jill’s background, I just had to reread Every Heart a Doorway! I’m pretty sure I’ve read this book about three times by now and each time I come to love it a little more! The book is absolutely wonderful and also a little bit of an emotional punch in the gut. As far as I know there are currently two more books in the series & I can’t wait to get my hands on them!
Please be aware that McGuire’s books are generally quite brutal and that in a very casual way!
My Rating: 5 out of 5 stars
My Review

 

April 24th: Killing Sarai by J.A. Redmerski (In the Company of Killers #1)
20559676Before Killing Sarai, I had never read a New Adult novel (as far as I can remember), so this was me tipping my toes into the waters of a new genre. And I don’t think it is for me. Maybe picking a novel about drug and human trafficking in America wasn’t the smartest move but generally, too, I really could do without the extremely explicitly-narrated sexual scenes.
Even five months later, I still don’t really know what to make of it. There were definitely moments that I did enjoy, mostly (again) when the female protagonist became more and more morally grey. But otherwise? I don’t think it was my cup of tea.
My Rating: 2.5 out of 5 stars

 

April 27th: Hamlet by William Shakespeare
1432In April, I discovered a pretty cool feature of Sparknotes called “No fear, Shakespeare” and it offers Shakespeare’s plays and sonnets side-by-side with translations into modern English! :)
Super useful and it’s so much easier to get into the play! There are also summaries and analyses accessible, which I found really great! Some thing went over my head even in the modern English version, so it was great to have some things pointed out or explained! I’m actually taking a class on Shakespeare and modern adaptations of his works during my time abroad and I’m so looking forward to discussing his plays!
My Rating: 4 out of 5 stars

 

April 30th: Much Ado about Nothing by William Shakespeare
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Wow, I really went wild this April! I’ve read a total of 11 books that month (how!!) and what’s a better way to finish it off than by reading one of my all-time favourite plays by Shakespeare! I’ve seen the movie with Emma Thompson and Kenneth Branagh what feels like dozens of times and it still makes me laugh out loud! During my final year in school, our drama club even put it on stage – with my best friend as Beatrice. It was hilarious. Also, I’m convinced that this was what made me love hate-to-love-stories so much!
My Rating: 5 out of 5 stars

 

May 3rd: Big Little Lies by Liane Moriarty
20510868Just like Killing Sarai, this was another foray into relatively uncharted territory for me. Usually I’m quite content with staying in my little Middle Grade/Young Adult bubble but this book sounded simply too intriguing to miss it!
Even though it was a little slower than I had expected, I was totally fascinated by the hidden depths and secrets of the various characters. And the way things got slowly more and more intense – it was like a trainwreck that I couldn’t look away from.
The whole movie actually reminded me of the movie Carnage with Jodie Foster!
My Rating: 4 out of 5 stars

 

May 7th: Midwinterbood by Marcus Sedgwick
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This book…was weird. Good but weird. It is made up of several parts, each one taking place at a different time while still being connected with each other. It’s a strange book about soulmates and time travel and should I ever need an example to explain symbolism to someone, I’ll just point them towards this book. While I really enjoyed the way all of the stories were connected to each other (and how it was slowly unraveled), I must admit that I didn’t..really..care much about the characters?
My Rating: 3 out of 5 stars

 

May 9th: Exit, Pursued by a Bear by E.K. Johnston
25528801Staying true to my obsession with Shakespeare, how could I say no to a book that has one of his most iconic stage directions as a title?! The story is very loosely based on A Winter’s Tale (which I haven’t yet read) or more specifically the story of Hermione. Be aware that, despite the funny title, it deals with a quite heavy topic: rape.
What I found really intriguing about this book was the way it/Hermione dealt with the experience. While it is definitely a story about sexual assault and rape culture, it is not told as a devastating story: Hermione’s narrative is about strength and making peace and the tone of the story is very thoughtful.
My Rating: 5 out of 5 stars

June 21st: Heartstopper by Alice Oseman
Ähnliches FotoAfter having such a successful reading month in April, I kind of fell into a little slump during May and June – at least reading-wise. But then a good friend of mine recommended me Oseman’s little comic Heartstopper! I had already read one of her other novels: Radio Silence, and I absolutely adored it! Alice Oseman managed to capture the teenage experience so well and I can’t believe she’s just a few years older than me but has already published three books! :)
Heartstopper is still ongoing and an absolutely perfect read for autumn! :)
You can find it here!
My Rating: 5 out of 5 stars

 

June 23rd: The Mayor of Castro Street: The Life and Times of Harvey Milk by Randy Shilts
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This was the second book I read for my aforementioned class on Politics of Hope! At that point I had decided the topic of my term paper to be Harvey Milk, the United States’ first openly gay elected official, and his hopeful rhetoric in one of his speeches – which was appropriately called The Hope Speech. Shilts’s biography served as a great basis for my further research and was so well-written that I could hardly put it down! Sadly, part of Milk’s fame as well as his legendary status in the gay community is due to his violent death: Milk was shot to death only eleven months after his election into office. Still, he had a great impact on US society  & I’m really glad that I chose him as my subject of analysis!
My Rating: 4 out of 5 stars

Quarterly Wrap-Up #1 [January – March 2018]

Hi there!
Remember me?
I’m so sorry for leaving you guys hanging like this! Exam period was a lot more stressful than I had anticipated and right after I fell into one of the worst reading slumps! I’m slowly crawling my way back out, though, page by page. :D
Unfortunately, things are still a little stressful for me, because I’m juggling university, working overtime at my job, and organizing my year abroad at the moment. Reading and blogging are kind of forced into taking a back seat at the moment – but believe me, I’m not very happy about that! I still love reading and discussing books so much!
I’m not able to give you a concrete time when I will return to actively blogging again, but please know that I won’t abandon this blog!

But for now, enjoy my quarterly wrap-up! :)

 

January 1st: Every Heart A Doorway by Seanan McGuire (Wayward Children #1)
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What better way to start off the new year than to dive back into some of my favourite books of the year before! At least that’s what I told myself when I went on to reread not one, not two but five books at the beginning of the year instead of picking up any unread ones.
Every Heart A Doorway is a quite short but very heartfelt and meaningful story. I’m still utterly in awe of McGuire and her ability to make so many characters come alive on less than 170 pages!
My Rating: 5 out of 5 stars
My Review

 

 

Jan 3rd: The Foxhole Court by Nora Sakavic (All For The Game #1)
17259690I still remember quite well how I first came across this trilogy. Everyone on tumblr seemed to be obsessed with it back then – and it’s quite telling if a book about sports manages to excite a bunch of teenagers online. So of course I had to give it a try! The strange mixture of fictional sports, teen drama, the Japanese mafia and unhealthy coping mechanisms shouldn’t work, but it does. It’s like the bumblebee of books, if you excuse my horrible simile. The Foxhole Court includes some of the most complex and fascinating characters that I’ve ever read about and I can promise you for sure: their story won’t let you go.
My Rating: 4 out of 5 stars
My Review
If you think about reading the book, please be safe and check out this list of trigger warnings (as good as TFC is, it’s not a very happy book.)

 

Jan 4th: The Raven King by Nora Sakavic (All For The Game #2)
18187013I don’t think this book series, these characters, will ever let me go. I have spent so much time thinking about it/them ever since I first read The Foxhole Court back in March 2016. Thank god for the Kindle app’s feature to mark lines in various colours. I’ve highlighted so much while reading and go through my bookmarks whenever I start missing the Foxes.
In my opinion, The Raven King is even better than its predecessor The Foxhole Court as the characterization and character development is so on point! I love their interactions so much, the way they’re slowly but surely becoming a family! (Because let’s be real, there’s nothing better than the ‘found family’ trope in stories!)
My Rating: 5 out of 5 stars
My Review

 

Jan 7th: The King’s Men by Nora Sakavic (All For The Game #3)
23594461I’m sure we all know the feeling when we finally get to the last book of our favourite series (or the last episode of our favourite show). It’s a strange mixture of anxiety, anticipation and misery. That’s what I had felt when I had been about to start The King’s Men for the first time. I had binge read the previous books and was just so deeply involved into the story. And it definitely, definitely, definitely lived up to my expectations! And reading it a third time around made it even better as I had more time to read between the lines and discover everything that the dozens of meta posts on tumblr always talked about. This book series is definitely one of my all-time favourites!
My Rating: 5 out of 5 stars

 

Jan 10th: Saving Francesca by Melina Marchetta (Saving Francesca #1)
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As I already stated in my Top Ten of 2017, it took me a little to truly appreciate Marchetta’s genius in Saving Francesca! I initially read the novel in 2015 & wasn’t convinced. Then I reread it after a while and it was like a dam had broken. I was so, so in love with the characters (and I still am.) By now, I’ve reread the novel about five times I think & can’t.stop. Just writing about the story makes me want to dive back into it. There’s just something special about how Marchetta crafts a story and its protagonists. No matter how imperfect her characters are, they are oh so loveable!
My Rating: 5 out of 5 stars
My Review

 

Jan 14th: The Piper’s Son by Melina Marchetta (Saving Francesca #2)
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Don’t get me wrong, Marchetta deliveres a masterly crafted story full of complex emotions and characters  – but boy did reading it hurt. The protagonist, Tom Mackee, is first introduced in Saving Francesca & it doesn’t take long until you fall in love with his contradictory personality. To see him self-destruct like that in The Piper’s Son wasn’t easy to watch. Marchetta manages to write such a raw and poignant outlook on just what grief can do to a person, it’s hard not to be affected by it.
The only “flaw” for me: the utter lack of Jimmy Hailler. He was my absolute favourite character in SF and I’d have loved to see his personality and his story to be explored further in The Piper’s Son.
My Rating: 4 out of 5 stars

 

Feb 19th: Am I Normal Yet by Holly Bourne (The Spinster Club #1)
23592235Wow! This book definitely took me by surprise! I’m not quite sure what I expected but such a heartbreaking and raw depiction of mental illness and especially OCD! It was eye-opening and educational without ever appearing as “preachy” about mental health. Can’t recommend it enough!
The reason I removed one star was that, although I loved to see feminist issues being addressed so openly, it sometimes became quite info-dumpy. It felt more like passages out of a text book and less like real life conversations. I wouldn’t have minded it as much if it hadn’t disturbed the flow of the novel.
I don’t think I’ll continue on with the other two books in the trilogy. I don’t care enough about the characters and as far as I could see both of them end up in straight relationships. Not that that’s bad, I just hoped for a little more representation sexuality-wise as well.
My Rating: 4 out of 5 stars

 

Feb 23rd: Longbourn by Jo Baker
17380041Oh, I’m feeling quite conflicted about this book. There were moments where I quite enjoyed the story, but for the most part reading Longbourn felt more like a chore. And as it is a spin-off of the famous Pride and Prejudice, I couldn’t help but compare Longbourn with it. I had hoped to feel the same magic as while reading P&P. Unfortunately, my expectations weren’t reached. In 350 pages I didn’t come to care about a single character, and especially not about any love story. The one good thing that came out of reading Longbourn is that it reignited my love for the world of Pride and Prejudice.
My Rating: 2.5 out of 5 stars

 

Feb 25th: Stalking Jack The Ripper by Kerri Maniscalo (Stalking Jack The Ripper #1)
28962906I don’t think I would have picked this book up, had I not been working at my local book store last winter! The synopsis of this novel (especially the one printed on the back) made it sound a lot like the protagonist would fall in love with Jack the Ripper – which I really didn’t need in my life. But while I was working as a cashier, loads of girls purchased this book & I couldn’t help but get curious myself.
In the end, it wasn’t the best book I’ve read but it was 100% entertaining for sure! And no, Audrey does not get a crush on a serial killer. I don’t know who thought it was a good idea to put that on the back of the book.
My Rating: 3 out of 5 stars

 

Mar 2nd: Radio Silence by Alice Oseman
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One of the best books I’ve read so far in my life 2018! 
I’m not going to lie, despite having been super excited to pick this book for a loong time, I had been a little worried about its length – a 400+ page YA contemporary novel can easily read like its dragging on and on. But I didn’t have to worry at all! The plot and especially the characters held me captive the entire time! What really pulled me in however, was how relatable the book was. I had so many “oh god, that’s me!” moments. I can’t wait to see what else Oseman has in store for her readers!
My Rating: 5 out of 5 stars

 

Mar 23rd: Pride And Prejudice by Jane Austen
18300267One of my undefeated all-time favourite books! Like I said, Longbourn (despite being rather mediocre) reignited my love for the world of Pride and Prejudice. In the last few weeks, I not only reread this book and slowly but surely made my way through the tag on ao3 but also watched the movie (2005) for at least five times (go big or go home I guess). It seems like I simply cannot get enough of this story!
By now Pride and Prejudice has become my go-to comfort book/movie! :)
My Rating: 5 out of 5 stars

 

 

 

 

 

Top Ten: Books I Meant To Read In 2017 But Didn’t Get To

Hi there, my friends!

It’s Tuesday again and that means it’s time for another Top Ten Tuesday! This week’s theme is ‘books that I meant to read in 2017 but didn’t get to’.
Top Ten Tuesday is a weekly feature hosted by The Broke And The Bookish! There’s a theme for every Tuesday, though you don’t have to follow it exactly – or at all! You can check out their info page here.

I don’t really want to limit myself to books that I have not read but already own, though, so I’m going to include all books that I wanted to read last year but didn’t have the time (or money ;)) for!
Hopefully, I’ll get around to some of them in 2018!
Without further ado, let’s go! :)

 

10) Dress Code For Small Towns by Courtney C. Stevens
33295690As the tomboy daughter of the town’s preacher, Billie McCaffrey has always struggled with fitting the mold of what everyone says she should be. She’d rather wear sweats, build furniture, and get into trouble with her solid group of friends: Woods, Mash, Davey, Fifty, and Janie Lee.
But when Janie Lee confesses to Billie that she’s in love with Woods, Billie’s filled with a nagging sadness as she realizes that she is also in love with Woods…and maybe with Janie Lee, too.
Always considered “one of the guys,” Billie doesn’t want anyone slapping a label on her sexuality before she can understand it herself. So she keeps her conflicting feelings to herself, for fear of ruining the group dynamic. Except it’s not just about keeping the peace, it’s about understanding love on her terms—this thing that has always been defined as a boy and a girl falling in love and living happily ever after. For Billie—a box-defying dynamo—it’s not that simple.

 

9) A Torch Against The Night by Sabaa Tahir (Ember Quartett #2)
25558608Elias and Laia are running for their lives. After the events of the Fourth Trial, Martial soldiers hunt the two fugitives as they flee the city of Serra and undertake a perilous journey through the heart of the Empire.
Laia is determined to break into Kauf—the Empire’s most secure and dangerous prison—to save her brother, who is the key to the Scholars’ survival. And Elias is determined to help Laia succeed, even if it means giving up his last chance at freedom.
But dark forces, human and otherworldly, work against Laia and Elias. The pair must fight every step of the way to outsmart their enemies: the bloodthirsty Emperor Marcus, the merciless Commandant, the sadistic Warden of Kauf, and, most heartbreaking of all, Helene—Elias’s former friend and the Empire’s newest Blood Shrike.
Bound to Marcus’s will, Helene faces a torturous mission of her own—one that might destroy her: find the traitor Elias Veturius and the Scholar slave who helped him escape…and kill them both.

 

8) Wayfarer by Alexandra Bracken (Passenger #2)
20983366All Etta Spencer wanted was to make her violin debut when she was thrust into a treacherous world where the struggle for power could alter history. After losing the one thing that would have allowed her to protect the Timeline, and the one person worth fighting for, Etta awakens alone in an unknown place and time, exposed to the threat of the two groups who would rather see her dead than succeed. When help arrives, it comes from the last person Etta ever expected—Julian Ironwood, the Grand Master’s heir who has long been presumed dead, and whose dangerous alliance with a man from Etta’s past could put them both at risk.
Meanwhile, Nicholas and Sophia are racing through time in order to locate Etta and the missing astrolabe with Ironwood travelers hot on their trail. They cross paths with a mercenary-for-hire, a cheeky girl named Li Min who quickly develops a flirtation with Sophia. But as the three of them attempt to evade their pursuers, Nicholas soon realizes that one of his companions may have ulterior motives.
As Etta and Nicholas fight to make their way back to one another, from Imperial Russia to the Vatican catacombs, time is rapidly shifting and changing into something unrecognizable… and might just run out on both of them.

 

7) Strange The Dreamer by Laini Taylor (Strange The Dreamer #1)
28449207The dream chooses the dreamer, not the other way around—and Lazlo Strange, war orphan and junior librarian, has always feared that his dream chose poorly. Since he was five years old he’s been obsessed with the mythic lost city of Weep, but it would take someone bolder than he to cross half the world in search of it. Then a stunning opportunity presents itself, in the person of a hero called the Godslayer and a band of legendary warriors, and he has to seize his chance or lose his dream forever.
What happened in Weep two hundred years ago to cut it off from the rest of the world? What exactly did the Godslayer slay that went by the name of god? And what is the mysterious problem he now seeks help in solving?
The answers await in Weep, but so do more mysteries—including the blue-skinned goddess who appears in Lazlo’s dreams. How did he dream her before he knew she existed? And if all the gods are dead, why does she seem so real?

 


6) When Breath Becomes Air by Paul Kalanithi
25899336At the age of thirty-six, on the verge of completing a decade’s training as a neurosurgeon, Paul Kalanithi was diagnosed with inoperable lung cancer. One day he was a doctor treating the dying, the next he was a patient struggling to live.
When Breath Becomes Air chronicles Kalanithi’s transformation from a medical student asking what makes a virtuous and meaningful life into a neurosurgeon working in the core of human identity – the brain – and finally into a patient and a new father.
What makes life worth living in the face of death? What do you do when when life is catastrophically interrupted? What does it mean to have a child as your own life fades away?
Paul Kalanithi died while working on this profoundly moving book, yet his words live on as a guide to us all. When Breath Becomes Air is a life-affirming reflection on facing our mortality and on the relationship between doctor and patient, from a gifted writer who became both.

5) Born A Crime: Stories From A South African Childhood by Trevor Noah
29780253Trevor Noah’s unlikely path from apartheid South Africa to the desk of The Daily Show began with a criminal act: his birth. Trevor was born to a white Swiss father and a black Xhosa mother at a time when such a union was punishable by five years in prison. Living proof of his parents’ indiscretion, Trevor was kept mostly indoors for the earliest years of his life, bound by the extreme and often absurd measures his mother took to hide him from a government that could, at any moment, steal him away. Finally liberated by the end of South Africa’s tyrannical white rule, Trevor and his mother set forth on a grand adventure, living openly and freely and embracing the opportunities won by a centuries-long struggle.
Born a Crime is the story of a mischievous young boy who grows into a restless young man as he struggles to find himself in a world where he was never supposed to exist. It is also the story of that young man’s relationship with his fearless, rebellious, and fervently religious mother—his teammate, a woman determined to save her son from the cycle of poverty, violence, and abuse that would ultimately threaten her own life.

 

4) Bury My Heart At Wounded Knee: An Indian History Of The American West by Dee Brown
76401Bury My Heart at Wounded Knee is Dee Brown’s eloquent, fully documented account of the systematic destruction of the American Indian during the second half of the nineteenth century. A national bestseller in hardcover for more than a year after its initial publication, it has sold almost four million copies and has been translated into seventeen languages. For this elegant thirtieth-anniversary edition — published in both hardcover and paperback — Brown has contributed an incisive new preface.
Using council records, autobiographies, and firsthand descriptions, Brown allows the great chiefs and warriors of the Dakota, Ute, Sioux, Cheyenne, and other tribes to tell us in their own words of the battles, massacres, and broken treaties that finally left them demoralized and defeated. A unique and disturbing narrative told with force and clarity, Bury My Heart at Wounded Knee changed forever our vision of how the West was really won.

 

3) Radio Silence by Alice Oseman
25322449What if everything you set yourself up to be was wrong?
Frances has always been a study machine with one goal, elite university. Nothing will stand in her way; not friends, not a guilty secret – not even the person she is on the inside.
But when Frances meets Aled, the shy genius behind her favourite podcast, she discovers a new freedom. He unlocks the door to Real Frances and for the first time she experiences true friendship, unafraid to be herself. Then the podcast goes viral and the fragile trust between them is broken.
Caught between who she was and who she longs to be, Frances’ dreams come crashing down. Suffocating with guilt, she knows that she has to confront her past…
She has to confess why Carys disappeared…
Meanwhile at uni, Aled is alone, fighting even darker secrets.
It’s only by facing up to your fears that you can overcome them. And it’s only by being your true self that you can find happiness.
Frances is going to need every bit of courage she has.

 

2) And The Band Played On: Politics, People, And The AIDS Epidemic by Randy Shilts and William Greider
1093493By the time Rock Hudson’s death in 1985 alerted all America to the danger of the AIDS epidemic, the disease had spread across the nation, killing thousands of people and emerging as the greatest health crisis of the 20th century. America faced a troubling question: What happened? How was this epidemic allowed to spread so far before it was taken seriously? In answering these questions, Shilts weaves the disparate threads into a coherent story, pinning down every evasion and contradiction at the highest levels of the medical, political, and media establishments.
Shilts shows that the epidemic spread wildly because the federal government put budget ahead of the nation’s welfare; health authorities placed political expediency before the public health; and scientists were often more concerned with international prestige than saving lives. Against this backdrop, Shilts tells the heroic stories of individuals in science and politics, public health and the gay community, who struggled to alert the nation to the enormity of the danger it faced. And the Band Played On is both a tribute to these heroic people and a stinging indictment of the institutions that failed the nation so badly.

1) Down Among The Sticks And Bones by Seanan McGuire (Wayward Children #2)
31450908Twin sisters Jack and Jill were seventeen when they found their way home and were packed off to Eleanor West’s Home for Wayward Children.
This is the story of what happened first…
Jacqueline was her mother’s perfect daughter—polite and quiet, always dressed as a princess. If her mother was sometimes a little strict, it’s because crafting the perfect daughter takes discipline.
Jillian was her father’s perfect daughter—adventurous, thrill-seeking, and a bit of a tom-boy. He really would have preferred a son, but you work with what you’ve got.
They were five when they learned that grown-ups can’t be trusted.
They were twelve when they walked down the impossible staircase and discovered that the pretense of love can never be enough to prepare you a life filled with magic in a land filled with mad scientists and death and choices.

 

And I Darken by Kiersten White

Hey there, my friends, and welcome to my very first review of 2018!
I hope all of you had a great start into the new year! :)
Are you as excited as I am for the upcoming releases?

 

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Title: And I Darken
Series: The Conqueror’s Saga #1
Author: Kiersten White
Release Date: June 28th 2016
Publisher: Delacorte Press
ISBN: 0553522310
Number of Pages: 475

 

Summary
No one expects a princess to be brutal. And Lada Dragwlya likes it that way. Ever since she and her gentle younger brother, Radu, were wrenched from their homeland of Wallachia and abandoned by their father to be raised in the Ottoman courts, Lada has known that being ruthless is the key to survival. She and Radu are doomed to act as pawns in a vicious game, an unseen sword hovering over their every move. For the lineage that makes them special also makes them targets.

Lada despises the Ottomans and bides her time, planning her vengeance for the day when she can return to Wallachia and claim her birthright. Radu longs only for a place where he feels safe. And when they meet Mehmed, the defiant and lonely son of the sultan, Radu feels that he’s made a true friend—and Lada wonders if she’s finally found someone worthy of her passion.

But Mehmed is heir to the very empire that Lada has sworn to fight against—and that Radu now considers home. Together, Lada, Radu, and Mehmed form a toxic triangle that strains the bonds of love and loyalty to the breaking point.

 

My Opinion

“So the question becomes, Daughter of the Dragon, what will you sacrifice? What will you let be taken away so that you, too, can have power?”

I’m not exaggerating when I say that this was easily the best book I’ve read in 2017. It seems like I have been a little too hasty with my Top Ten: Favourites of 2017 because And I Darken truly topped them all.

For some reason, I expected it to be a Fantasy novel (despite the synopsis clearly stating otherwise) but I was pleasantly surprised when I realized it takes place in the Ottoman Empire during the 15th century! It’s a part of history that I knew next to nothing about before reading And I Darken – and it was so fascinating to learn more! White does a great job at merging history with fiction and even lists a few reference works in her Author’s Note that I can’t wait to check out! :)

What truly pulled me into the story were its characters – its main characters, specifically.
Radu and Lada are siblings but couldn’t be more different. Where Lada is vicious and spiteful, Radu is softspoken and sensitive. Where Lada answers with fists and knives, Radu runs and hides.
Unsurprisingly, they don’t get on very well. Their relationship is too complex to put into words but White manages to portray it beautifully. It’s a strange mixture of love and hate, loyalty and jealousy that kept me absolutely captivated. I loved White’s decision to start the story with Lada’s and Radu’s births and follow them slowly through the years. It gave them and their relationship with each other (and Mehmed eventually) so much more depth than had it begun with them being 15/16.

With Lada, you get exactly what it says on the tin: She’s one of the meanest and most brutal protagonists I have ever read about. Needless to say that I adored her. ;)

 

 

“On our wedding night,” she said, “I will cut out your tongue and swallow it. Then both tongues that spoke our marriage vows will belong to me, and I will be wed only to myself. You will most likely choke to death on your own blood, which will be unfortunate, but I will be both husband and wife and therefore not a widow to be pitied.”

But it’s not only the protagonists who have an absolutely stellar characterization. Each and every side character is fully fleshed out – not just a bland paper cut-out. Huma, Nazira, Lazar and Nicolae – all of them have their own goals and motivations.

I absolutely adored the LGBT+ representation in this novel! Gay people did not just randomly pop up in the 20th century. They have always been here – even at the Ottoman court during the 15th century.

Apart from politics and intrigues, religion also plays a huge role in this novel. This makes it absolutely unique on my shelves! I’ve never been very religious myself but it was fascinating and eye-opening to see Radu’s relationship with his faith and Islam! :)

 

My favourite quotes:

“Her spine was steel. Her heart was armor. Her eyes were fire.”


“As the baby latched on with surprising fierceness, the nurse offered her own prayer.
Let her be strong.
Let her be sly.
And let her be ugly.”

 

Rating
5 out of 5 stars

Top Ten: Anticipated Releases of 2018

Hey there, friends! :)

I’m a little late to the party as this was the theme of last week’s Top Ten Tuesday but I’m really excited to do it nonetheless!
There are quite a few book that I can’t wait to get my hands on in 2018!
Which book are you looking forward to? Tell me in the comments below! :)

Top Ten Tuesday is a weekly feature hosted by The Broke And The Bookish! There’s a theme for every Tuesday, though you don’t have to follow it exactly – or at all! You can check out their info page here.

I sorted these books not by which releases I anticipate the most but regarding their date of release! :)
Without much further ado, let’s go!
10) January 2nd: The Cruel Prince by Holly Black (The Folk of the Air #1)
26032825Jude was seven years old when her parents were murdered and she and her two sisters were stolen away to live in the treacherous High Court of Faerie. Ten years later, Jude wants nothing more than to belong there, despite her mortality. But many of the fey despise humans. Especially Prince Cardan, the youngest and wickedest son of the High King.
To win a place at the Court, she must defy him–and face the consequences.
In doing so, she becomes embroiled in palace intrigues and deceptions, discovering her own capacity for bloodshed. But as civil war threatens to drown the Courts of Faerie in violence, Jude will need to risk her life in a dangerous alliance to save her sisters, and Faerie itself.

 

9) January 9th: Beneath The Sugar Sky by Seanan McGuire (Wayward Children #3)
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Beneath the Sugar Sky returns to Eleanor West’s Home for Wayward Children. At this magical boarding school, children who have experienced fantasy adventures are reintroduced to the “real” world.

Sumi died years before her prophesied daughter Rini could be born. Rini was born anyway, and now she’s trying to bring her mother back from a world without magic.

 

 

 

8) March 6th: Children Of Blood And Bone by Tomi Adeyemi (Legacy of Orisha #1)
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Zélie Adebola remembers when the soil of Orïsha hummed with magic. Burners ignited flames, Tiders beckoned waves, and Zelie’s Reaper mother summoned forth souls.
But everything changed the night magic disappeared. Under the orders of a ruthless king, maji were targeted and killed, leaving Zélie without a mother and her people without hope.
Now, Zélie has one chance to bring back magic and strike against the monarchy. With the help of a rogue princess, Zélie must outwit and outrun the crown prince, who is hell-bent on eradicating magic for good.
Danger lurks in Orïsha, where snow leoponaires prowl and vengeful spirits wait in the waters. Yet the greatest danger may be Zélie herself as she struggles to control her powers—and her growing feelings for the enemy.

 

7) April 10th: Circe by Madeline Miller
32454291In the house of Helios, god of the sun and mightiest of the Titans, a daughter is born. But Circe is a strange child–not powerful, like her father, nor viciously alluring like her mother. Turning to the world of mortals for companionship, she discovers that she does possess power–the power of witchcraft, which can transform rivals into monsters and menace the gods themselves.
Threatened, Zeus banishes her to a deserted island, where she hones her occult craft, tames wild beasts and crosses paths with many of the most famous figures in all of mythology, including the Minotaur, Daedalus and his doomed son Icarus, the murderous Medea, and, of course, wily Odysseus.
But there is danger, too, for a woman who stands alone, and Circe unwittingly draws the wrath of both men and gods, ultimately finding herself pitted against one of the most terrifying and vengeful of the Olympians. To protect what she loves most, Circe must summon all her strength and choose, once and for all, whether she belongs with the gods she is born from, or the mortals she has come to love.

 

6) April 10th: Ace Of Shades by Amanda Foody (The Shadow Game #1)
30238163Enne Salta was raised as a proper young lady, and no lady would willingly visit New Reynes, the so-called City of Sin. But when her mother goes missing, Enne must leave her finishing school—and her reputation—behind to follow her mother’s trail to the city where no one survives uncorrupted.
Frightened and alone, her only lead is a name: Levi Glaisyer. Unfortunately, Levi is not the gentleman she expected—he’s a street lord and a con man. Levi is also only one payment away from cleaning up a rapidly unraveling investment scam, so he doesn’t have time to investigate a woman leading a dangerous double life. Enne’s offer of compensation, however, could be the solution to all his problems.
Their search for clues leads them through glamorous casinos, illicit cabarets and into the clutches of a ruthless mafia donna. As Enne unearths an impossible secret about her past, Levi’s enemies catch up to them, ensnaring him in a vicious execution game where the players always lose. To save him, Enne will need to surrender herself to the city…
And she’ll need to play.

 

5) April 10th: Devils Unto Dust by Emma Berquist
34697399Ten years ago, a horrifying disease began spreading across the West Texas desert. Infected people—shakes—attacked the living and created havoc and destruction. No one has ever survived the infection. Daisy Wilcox, known as Willie, has been protecting her siblings within the relatively safe walls of Glory, Texas. When Willie’s good-for-nothing father steals a fortune from one of the most dangerous shake-hunters in town, she finds herself on the hook for his debt. With two hunters, including the gruff and handsome Ben, to accompany her, she sets out across the desert in search of her father. But the desert is not kind to travelers, and not everyone will pass through alive.

 

4) April 24th: Leah On The Offbeat by Becky Albertalli
31180248When it comes to drumming, Leah Burke is usually on beat—but real life isn’t always so rhythmic. An anomaly in her friend group, she’s the only child of a young, single mom, and her life is decidedly less privileged. She loves to draw but is too self-conscious to show it. And even though her mom knows she’s bisexual, she hasn’t mustered the courage to tell her friends—not even her openly gay BFF, Simon.
So Leah really doesn’t know what to do when her rock-solid friend group starts to fracture in unexpected ways. With prom and college on the horizon, tensions are running high. It’s hard for Leah to strike the right note while the people she loves are fighting—especially when she realizes she might love one of them more than she ever intended.

 

3) July 10th: Bright We Burn by Kiersten White (The Conqueror’s Saga #3)
my most anticipated release for 2018!
36740143Haunted by the sacrifices he made in Constantinople, Radu is called back to the new capital. Mehmed is building an empire, becoming the sultan his people need. But Mehmed has a secret: as emperor, he is more powerful than ever . . . and desperately lonely. Does this mean Radu can finally have more with Mehmed . . . and would he even want it?
Lada’s rule of absolute justice has created a Wallachia free of crime. But Lada won’t rest until everyone knows that her country’s borders are inviolable. Determined to send a message of defiance, she has the bodies of Mehmed’s peace envoy delivered to him, leaving Radu and Mehmed with no choice. If Lada is allowed to continue, only death will prosper. They must go to war against the girl prince.
But Mehmed knows that he loves her. He understands her. She must lose to him so he can keep her safe. Radu alone fears that they are underestimating his sister’s indomitable will. Only by destroying everything that came before–including her relationships–can Lada truly build the country she wants.
Claim the throne. Demand the crown. Rule the world.

 

2) October 2nd: The Boneless Mercies by April Genevieve Tucholke
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Farrar, Straus and Giroux has acquired The Boneless Mercies, a genderbent Beowulf re-imagining in which four mercenary girls chase glory and honor by battling a monster that’s been terrorizing a nearby earldom. Publication is slated for Fall 2018.

 

 

1) Unknown 2018: The Gilded Wolves by Roshani Chokshi
Set in a darkly glamorous Paris, the book follows a charismatic but cursed heir of a massive fortune as he plots to steal one of three ancient and powerful artifacts of fate. He and his crew will navigate the elite gatherings of secret occult societies, traveling through Paris’ catacombs where they must confront their worst secrets as well as a destiny they never imagined.

 

Quarterly Wrap-Up #4 (October – December 2017)

Hey there, guys!

I can’t believe 2017 is already over! Time flies by so quickly!
This year had some ups and downs for me personally – but I was lucky enough to discover a whole bunch of wonderful books! If you want to know which books were my favourites this year, click right here! :)

But for now, have fun with my final Quarterly Wrap-Up of 2017! :)

 

October 2nd: The Adventures of Huckleberry Finn by Mark Twain
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I can’t believe I never read The Adventures of Huckleberry Finn before! It has been sitting on my shelf for years. Luckily, Huck Finn found its way onto the mandatory reading list of my literature & linguistics class at university this semester, otherwise it would still be sitting there, unread.
I did have a few issues with the story (it really dragged on at times & I found it difficult to stay interested) but I really enjoyed Huck Finn as the narrator nonetheless. It truly felt like it was narrated by a child – some things went over Huck’s head, others were overly simplified. 
My Rating: 3 out of 5 stars

 

October 4th: The Thief by Megan Whalen Turner (The Queen’s Thief #1)
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As I’ve said numerous times before: This book came to me as a belated surprise! The first time I read it, I was really underwhelmed. I had seen amazing reviews for it and felt like I had read a completely different book. I ended up giving it another chance when I came across raving reviews that promised its sequel, The Queen of Attolia, would be much better.
I read The Thief again and, lo and behold, I ended up loving it (and its protagonist Gen) so much more the second time around!
My Rating: 4
out of 5 stars
Check out my review here!

 

October 8th: Saving Francesca by Melina Marchetta (Saving Francesca #1)
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Thank god I gave this book another chance!
I wasn’t entirely convinced by this book when I first read it in 2015 but when I reread it earlier this year, I was absolutely blown away. This is one of my all-time favourite books and I love rereading it (even though it makes me cry every single time)! The way Marchetta crafts a stories and characters is absolutely wonderful – I can’t even find proper words for it! No matter how flawed and imperfect they are, you can’t help but love them! And the way she deals with the topic of depression in this novel is so on point. Go read this book!
My Rating: 5
out of 5 stars
Check out my review here!

 

October 10th: The Queen of Attolia by Megan Whalen Turner (The Queen’s Thief #2)
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This book might not be the most action-packed or suspenseful novel there is out there but it definitely makes up for it with its complex political ploys and plots and Gen’s extraordinary cunningness! Books about politics (fictional or not) can always be a hit or miss. A little further down you’ll find The Well of Ascension, which was unfortunately but definitely a miss. Other series like A Song of Ice and Fire, The Conqueror’s Saga and now The Queen’s Thief are definitely hits.
My Rating: 4 out of 5 stars
Check out my review here!

 

October 11th: The Language of Thorns by Leigh Bardugo
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Bardugo’s unique style of writing is absolutely perfect for this little book: She takes stories we all know well, like the Nutknacker and Hänsel & Gretel, and turns them into her own dark, grim and utterly heart-wrenching fairy tales with surprising twists and turns. The beautiful illustrations are just the icing on top!
I can’t wait to read more of Barudgo’s works! Luckily, I still have the Grisha Trilogy ahead of me (and King of Scars which will come out in 2019!).
My Rating: 5
out of 5 stars
Check out my review here!

 

October 26th: The Well of Ascension by Brandon Sanderson (Mistborn #2)
6547260If I had to summarize this book in one word, it would be ‘disappointment’. Its predecessor, The Final Empire, had been absolutely brilliant and despite its 600+ pages never stopped to hold my attention….which was exactly what happened with the Well of Ascension. The first 500(!) pages were lacking any kind of action. Nothing happened. The entire suspense was stuffed into the remaining 250. From The Final Empire I know that Sanderson can do better.
As Sanderson has disappointed me now 3 out of 4 times (click on the links to read my reviews for Steelheart and Firefight), I’ll only read Mistborn’s conclusion The Hero of Ages & then say goodbye to this author.

My Rating: 3 out of 5 stars
Check out my review here!

 

November 2nd: The Furies of Calderon by Jim Butcher (Codex Alera #1)
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I can’t believe I almost did not pick this book up! Back in November, I had just finished an almost 800-page long fantasy novel that had turned out to be quite disappointing. I debated with myself for a while whether picking up the next 500+ page fantasy book would be a smart idea. Now I can say: yes, it definitely was! I fell absolutely in love with Tavi and his story! I loved that this was the story of an underdog who could only rely on his own wit and cleverness.
I can’t wait to get my hands on Academ’s Fury and see how Tavi’s journey continues! (I have so many theories about his family, aahh)
My Rating: 4.5
out of 5 stars
Read my review here!

 

November 3rd: Warcross by Marie Lu (Warcross #1)
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I’m a little conflicted about my rating of this book. I really enjoyed it while reading & the days after but the more time passes, the more forgettable I find the characters and the more indifferent I become towards the whole story. (I can’t even remember most of the story or names anymore) In that light, Warcross doesn’t really deserve its four stars after all, does it?
I just can’t really put my finger on why exactly I have become so indifferent towards it, it’s just that I’m feeling a little ‘meh’ about the story and its characters. I’ll leave my initial rating for now and might come back on it when I’m able to put my feelings into words!
My Rating: 4
out of 5 stars
Check out my review here!

 

November 10th: Trifles by Susan Glaspell
1033755Apart from The Adventures Of Huckleberry Finn we also had to read this short play by Glaspell for my class at university! I wasn’t really sold on it the first time I read it, but the more I thought about it, the more I came to appreciate it!
I just wish I had been able to attend class when we were discussing it and get more insight in the portrayal of and social commentary on gender roles in this play! I had been really looking forward to it, though unfortunately, I was down with the flu that day.
My Rating: 3 out of 5 stars

 

November 12th: Midnight At The Electric by Jodi Lynn Anderson
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This book definitely took me by surprise!
I had seen a lot of praise for Jodi Lynn Anderson on Goodreads but I had also heard that her books are usually slower and more emotionally-focused stories – which can be a hit or miss.
But I didn’t have to worry – the way Anderson’ intertwines the stories of the three girls Adri, Catherine and Lenore over more than a century is just as captivating as a gripping action scene!
Anderson deals so wonderfully with the concept of loss and departure in this short novel! (Honestly, I just wanted to take the girls and give them one big hug!)
My Rating: 5
out of 5 stars
Review to follow!

 

November 15th: Eliza And Her Monsters by Francesca Zappia
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One of the most meaningful books I’ve read this year!
It deals so well with heavier topics like depression and anxiety and still manages to be loads of fun at times.
I especially enjoyed how it celebrated the concept of fandom but still looked at it in a critical light, especially regarding the way fans can put pressure on creators. I was really, really close to tears when stuff began to go downhill towards the end of the novel. And kudos the representation of online friends! Those parts were so relatable!
My Rating: 4.5
out of 5 stars
Read my review here!

 

November 24th: I’ve Got Your Number by Sophie Kinsella
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I’ve never been much of a fan for Chick-Lit (not that I have read many that I could judge from in the first place) but after hearing Zoë (readbyzoë) rave about Sophie Kinsella on so many occasions, I just had to give her a try myself!
And surprise, surprise! I really enjoyed I’ve Got Your Number! There were moments I wanted to chuck the book across the room because of second-hand embarrassment, sure, but in the end I had a great time!
I don’t think I’ll read much more of Kinsella (or other Chick-Lit authors) in the near future but I’ve Got Your Number definitely made me realize that Chick-Lit can be a lot of fun too! :)
My Rating: 4
out of 5 stars

 

December 9th: Uprooted by Naomi Novik
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I have such mixed feelings about this book. On one side, I really wanted to enjoy it because I’ve seen so much love for it on Tumblr and Goodreads, but then again, I can’t deny that there were BIG parts of the story that really dragged on.
I definitely loved the concept and some of the characters (Kasia was my favourite!) but the execution was mediocre. I had issues with the pacing of the story and the way that suspense was built up – which it wasn’t, really. Both the main story line and the romance sub-plot could have been written so much more captivating. That aside, I did enjoy the beginning and the end of the novel quite a lot! :)
My Rating: 3
out of 5 stars
Review to follow!

 

December 26th: Howl’s Moving Castle by Diana Wynne Jones
2294528 It’s been quite a few years since I’ve watched (and fell in love with) the movie Howl’s Moving Castle by Hayao Miyazaki. But only a few weeks ago did I learn that it was actually based on this book! Of course, I had to read it as soon as I could! I absolutely adored Spirited Away and Howl’s Moving Castle when I was younger and I was ready to feel some good old nostalgia while reading this book. To my surprise, the movie’s and the book’s second halves were quite different from another – but that did not take away from my reading experience! I had so much fun while reading and loved that Jones worked in so many links between characters and events that are always hinted at but only revealed bit by bit!
My Rating: 4 out of 5 stars
Review to follow!

 

December 28th: And I Darken by Kiersten White (The Conqueror’s Saga #1)
27190613Turns out, I might have been a little too hasty with my Top Ten: Books of 2017 which I posted a little over two weeks ago: This book topped them all. For some reason I believed this book to be fantasy but turns out it’s actually takes places in the Ottoman Empire during the 15th century! I absolutely adored the setting (especially because I did not know very much about it before) and felt that White did an amazing job at bringing together history and fiction! The way she crafted complex characters and political intrigues was stellar!
The story starts off a little slow as we follow the lives of Lada and Radu from their birth on (with a big focus on the years 12-14). This gives the characters so much more depth and I’m really glad this editorial choice was made!
My Rating: 5 out of 5 stars
Review to come!

 

December 31st: Murder On The Orient Express by Agatha Christie (Hercule Poirot #10)
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Murder On The Orient Express was the first novel by Agatha Christie I’ve ever read. I’ve been a big fan of the old Miss Marple movies with Margaret Rutherford for years, but I’ve never felt compelled to pick up any of the books.
Only after seeing the new screen adaptation of Murder On The Orient Express (which was amazing!) did I get more interested!
Turns out the novel was just as much fun as the movie and I can’t wait to read The Murder Of Roger Ackroyd and And Then There Were None!
My Rating: 4 out of 5 stars

End of the Year Awards [2017]

Hey there, my friends! :)

With another year almost over, it’s time for another End of the Year Awards post! I can’t believe that it’s my third one already! If you want to see what made it on the list in the last two years, click here and here.
Let’s hope for another great reading year with many exciting releases and hidden gems in 2018!

P.S.: As always, I have changed up the categories a little bit and deleted those for which I unfortunately couldn’t find a worthy winner! :)

 

I)  GENRE

1) Fantasy Book: Crooked Kingdom by Leigh Bardugo
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Kaz Brekker and his crew have just pulled off a heist so daring even they didn’t think they’d survive. But instead of divvying up a fat reward, they’re right back to fighting for their lives. Double-crossed and badly weakened, the crew is low on resources, allies, and hope. As powerful forces from around the world descend on Ketterdam to root out the secrets of the dangerous drug known as jurda parem, old rivals and new enemies emerge to challenge Kaz’s cunning and test the team’s fragile loyalties. A war will be waged on the city’s dark and twisting streets―a battle for revenge and redemption that will decide the fate of the Grisha world.

My Rating: 5 out of 5 stars
Read my review here!

 

2) Young Adult Book: Saving Francesca by Melina Marchetta
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Francesca is stuck at St. Sebastian’s, a boys’ school that pretends it’s coed by giving the girls their own bathroom. Her only female companions are an ultra-feminist, a rumored slut, and an impossibly dorky accordion player. The boys are no better, from Thomas, who specializes in musical burping, to Will, the perpetually frowning, smug moron that Francesca can’t seem to stop thinking about.
Then there’s Francesca’s mother, who always thinks she knows what’s best for Francesca—until she is suddenly stricken with acute depression, leaving Francesca lost, alone, and without an inkling of who she really is. Simultaneously humorous, poignant, and impossible to put down, this is the story of a girl who must summon the strength to save her family, her social life and—hardest of all—herself.

My Rating: 5 out of 5 stars
Read my review here!

 

3) Middle Grade Book: The Pants Project by Cat Clarke
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Whoever wrote the uniform policy decided (whyyy?) that girls had to wear skirts, while boys were allowed to wear pants.
Sexist. Dumb. Unfair.
“Girls must wear a black, pleated, knee-length skirt.”
I bet I read those words a hundred times during summer vacation. The problem wasn’t the last word in that sentence. Skirt wasn’t really the issue, not for me.
The issue was the first word. Girls.
Here’s the thing:
I may seem like a girl, but on the inside, I’m a boy.

My Rating: 5 out of 5 stars
Read my review here!

 

4) Adult Book: I’ve Got Your Number by Sophie Kinsella
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I’ve lost it. :( The only thing in the world I wasn’t supposed to lose. My engagement ring. It’s been in Magnus’s family for three generations. And now, the very same day his parents are coming, I’ve lost it. The very same day. Do not hyperventilate, Poppy. Stay positive!! :)
A couple of glasses of bubbly with the girls at a charity do and Poppy’s life has gone into meltdown. Not only has she lost her engagement ring, but in the panic that followed, she’s lost her phone too. As she paces shakily round the hotel foyer she spots an abandoned phone in a bin. Finders keepers! Now she can leave a number with the hotel staff. It was meant to be!
Except the phone’s owner, businessman Sam Roxton, doesn’t agree. He wants his phone back, and doesn’t appreciate Poppy reading all his messages and wading into his personal life. As Poppy juggles wedding preparations, phone messages and hiding her left hand from Magnus and his parents, can things get any more tangled?

My Rating: 4 out of 5 stars

 

5) Historical Fiction: And I Darken by Kiersten White
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No one expects a princess to be brutal. And Lada Dragwlya likes it that way. Ever since she and her gentle younger brother, Radu, were wrenched from their homeland of Wallachia and abandoned by their father to be raised in the Ottoman courts, Lada has known that being ruthless is the key to survival. She and Radu are doomed to act as pawns in a vicious game, an unseen sword hovering over their every move. For the lineage that makes them special also makes them targets.
Lada despises the Ottomans and bides her time, planning her vengeance for the day when she can return to Wallachia and claim her birthright. Radu longs only for a place where he feels safe. And when they meet Mehmed, the defiant and lonely son of the sultan, Radu feels that he’s made a true friend—and Lada wonders if she’s finally found someone worthy of her passion.
But Mehmed is heir to the very empire that Lada has sworn to fight against—and that Radu now considers home. Together, Lada, Radu, and Mehmed form a toxic triangle that strains the bonds of love and loyalty to the breaking point.

My Rating: 5 out of 5 stars
Review to follow!

 

6) Non-Fiction: The Rape of Nanking by Iris Chang
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In December 1937, the Japanese army invaded the ancient city of Nanking, systematically raping, torturing, and murdering more than 300,000 Chinese civilians.

This book tells the story from three perspectives: of the Japanese soldiers who performed it, of the Chinese civilians who endured it, and of a group of Europeans and Americans who refused to abandon the city and were able to create a safety zone that saved many.

My Rating: 5 out of 5 stars

 

7) Short Story: When Water Sang Fire by Leigh Bardugo (published in The Language of Thorns)
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Love speaks in flowers. Truth requires thorns.

Travel to a world of dark bargains struck by moonlight, of haunted towns and hungry woods, of talking beasts and gingerbread golems, where a young mermaid’s voice can summon deadly storms and where a river might do a lovestruck boy’s bidding but only for a terrible price.
Inspired by myth, fairy tale, and folklore, #1 New York Times–bestselling author Leigh Bardugo has crafted a deliciously atmospheric collection of short stories filled with betrayals, revenge, sacrifice, and love.

My Rating: 5 out of 5 stars
Read my review here!

 

II) CHARACTERS

1) Female Main Character: Diana from Wonder Woman: Warbringer

“You can’t live in fear. You make things happen or they happen to you.”

 

2) Male Main Character: Radu from And I Darken by Kiersten White

“You have both been so busy learning tactics and studying battles, you have failed to see the truth of where thrones are won and lost. It is in the gossip, the words and letters passed in dark corners, the shadow alliances and the secret payments. You think I am worthless? I can do things you could never dream of.”

 

3) Female Side Character: Nazira from And I Darken by Kiersten White

Nazira wore a sunrise-pink scarf over her black hair; her soft, dark eyes turned up at the outer corners and made her look pleasantly teasing. Her lips were so full, they were nearly a circle, but she pulled them apart into a smile.

 

4) Male Side Character: Christopher from Every Heart A Doorway by Seanan McGuire

“Then Angela turned on Kade, and said, “I meant what I said. It’s sick, how you pretend like you’re something you’re not.”
“I was about to say the same thing to you,” said Christopher. “I mean, you always did a pretty good job of pretending to be a decent human being. You had me fooled.”

 

5) Side Kick: Calcifer from Howl’s Moving Castle by Diana Wynne Jones

“Here’s another curse: may all your bacon burn.”

 

6) Platonic Relationship: Lada and Nicolae from And I Darken by Kiersten White

“I think of you like a sister,” Nicolae said. “Like a brilliant, violent, occasionally terrifying sister that I would follow to the ends of earth, in part because I respected her so much and in part because I feared what she would do to me of I refused. “
Lada nodded. “I would do awful things.”

 

7) Romantic Relationship: Shazi and Khalid from The Rose And The Dagger by Renée Ahdieh

“It was because they were two parts of a whole. He did not belong to her. And she did not belong to him. It was never about belonging to someone. It was about belonging together.”

 

8) Anti-Heroine: Lada from And I Darken by Kiersten White

“On our wedding night,” she said, “I will cut out your tongue and swallow it. Then both tongues that spoke our marriage vows will belong to me, and I will be wed only to myself. You will most likely choke to death on your own blood, which will be unfortunate, but I will be both husband and wife and therefore not a widow to be pitied.”

 

9) Problematic Fave: Draco Malfoy from Harry Potter by J.K.Rowling

“Honestly, if you were any slower, you’d be going backward.”

 

10) Male Crush: Howl from Howl’s Moving Castle by Diana Wynne Jones
                               (Though admittedly, I prefer the movie version of him.)

“Howl’s voice was presently heard shouting weakly, “Help me, someone! I’m dying from neglect up here!”

 

11) Female Crush: Diana from Wonder Woman: Warbringer by Leigh Bardugo

“Sisters in battle, I am shield and blade to you. As I breathe, your enemies will know no sanctuary. While I live, your cause is mine.”

 

III) MOMENTS

1) Plot Twist: The Language of Thorns by Leigh Barudgo
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I adored how Bardugo gave each of her stories (especially those readers were already familiar with, like Hänsel and Gretel or the Nutknacker) her own twist! She managed to surprise me with every story!

My Rating: 5 out of 5 stars
Read my review here!

 

2) Tear Jerker: Eliza And Her Monsters by Francesca Zappia

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My Rating 5 out of 5 stars
Read my review here!

 

3) Kiss: Andrew Minyard & Neil Josten in The King’s Men by Nora Sakavic
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No matter how often I read this trilogy, the thrill of anticipation for Andrew and Neil’s romance is always there! It takes 2 1/2 books for them to make a move after all! Their love story might not be the most romantic but its one of the most touching I’ve ever read!

My Rating: 5 out of 5 stars
Review to come! If you want to know my thoughts on the first two installments in the trilogy, click here or here.

 

IV) MISCELLANEOUS

1) Author: Leigh Bardugo
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Leigh Bardugo is a #1 New York Times bestselling author of fantasy novels and the creator of the Grishaverse. With over one million copies sold, her Grishaverse spans the Shadow and Bone Trilogy, the Six of Crows Duology, and The Language of Thorns— with more to come. Her short stories can be found in multiple anthologies, including The Best of Tor.com and the Best American Science Fiction & Fantasy. Her other works include Wonder Woman: Warbringer, and the forthcoming Ninth House. Leigh was born in Jerusalem, grew up in Southern California, graduated from Yale University, and has worked in advertising, journalism, and even makeup and special effects. These days, she lives and writes in Los Angeles, where she can occasionally be heard singing with her band.
((I read four of her books this year and gave each of them five stars!))
2) Cover: Midnight At The Electric by Jodi Lynn Anderson
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Kansas, 2065. Adri has secured a slot as a Colonist—one of the lucky few handpicked to live on Mars. But weeks before launch, she discovers the journal of a girl who lived in her house over a hundred years ago, and is immediately drawn into the mystery surrounding her fate. While Adri knows she must focus on the mission ahead, she becomes captivated by a life that’s been lost in time…and how it might be inextricably tied to her own.
Oklahoma, 1934. Amidst the fear and uncertainty of the Dust Bowl, Catherine fantasizes about her family’s farmhand, and longs for the immortality promised by a professor at a traveling show called the Electric. But as her family’s situation becomes more dire—and the suffocating dust threatens her sister’s life—Catherine must find the courage to sacrifice everything she loves in order to save the one person she loves most.
England, 1919. In the recovery following the First World War, Lenore struggles with her grief for her brother, a fallen British soldier, and plans to sail to America in pursuit of a childhood friend. But even if she makes it that far, will her friend be the person she remembers, and the one who can bring her back to herself?
While their stories spans thousands of miles and multiple generations, Lenore, Catherine, and Adri’s fates are entwined.

My Rating: 5 out of 5 stars
Read my review here!

 

3) Quote: Midnight At The Electric by Jodi Lynn Anderson

“Do you think I can change?” she finally asked.
Lily looked at her, curious and thoughtful. “Well,” she replied, “are you dead?”
They smiled at each other, a slow unfolding.

 

4) Sequel: The Queen of Attolia by Megan Whalen Turner
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Revenge
When Eugenides, the Thief of Eddis, stole Hamiathes’s Gift, the Queen of Attolia lost more than a mythical relic. She lost face. Everyone knew that Eugenides had outwitted and escaped her. To restore her reputation and reassert her power, the Queen of Attolia will go to any length and accept any help that is offered…she will risk her country to execute the perfect revenge.
…but
Eugenides can steal anything. And he taunts the Queen of Attolia, moving through her strongholds seemingly at will. So Attolia waits, secure in the knowledge that the Thief will slip, that he will haunt her palace one too many times.
…at what price?
When Eugenides finds his small mountain country at war with Attolia, he must steal a man, he must steal a queen, he must steal peace. But his greatest triumph, and his greatest loss, comes in capturing something that the Queen of Attolia thought she had sacrificed long ago…

My Rating: 4 out of 5 stars
Read my review here!

 

5) Debut: When Dimple Met Rishi by Sandhya Menon
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Dimple Shah has it all figured out. With graduation behind her, she’s more than ready for a break from her family, from Mamma’s inexplicable obsession with her finding the “Ideal Indian Husband.” Ugh. Dimple knows they must respect her principles on some level, though. If they truly believed she needed a husband right now, they wouldn’t have paid for her to attend a summer program for aspiring web developers…right?
Rishi Patel is a hopeless romantic. So when his parents tell him that his future wife will be attending the same summer program as him—wherein he’ll have to woo her—he’s totally on board. Because as silly as it sounds to most people in his life, Rishi wants to be arranged, believes in the power of tradition, stability, and being a part of something much bigger than himself.
The Shahs and Patels didn’t mean to start turning the wheels on this “suggested arrangement” so early in their children’s lives, but when they noticed them both gravitate toward the same summer program, they figured, Why not?
Dimple and Rishi may think they have each other figured out. But when opposites clash, love works hard to prove itself in the most unexpected ways.

My Rating: 5 out of 5 stars
Read my review here!